Aug 25, 2004 13:28
Last night and today were really shitty....Last night i got in a bitch fight with lauren quinnies..it was not fun she was sitting there calling me a slut and saying i have a huge rep which ive done nothing to have a rep...and then today julia started bitching at me about it and calling me a slut and saying the same exact thing...then she was comparing me to rachel when i am no where near being like her on the sluttyness scale..my family is pissed at me for no reason and everything is just going totally wrong here and its not fair. i did nothing to deserve all the bad shit there saying to me..NOTHING..and then juliawas saying its the way i walk and the way i talk..umm ok when i asked her about how i walked she outta all ppl said i stick out my chest and my butt..i cant help it im hispanic and partially black and was born with a bootie...julia has an ass on her too and im not pointing ne fingers and saying she sticks it out..but i dont know alot of ppl who say her bras a really really padded adn she pulls up her pants high to make her ass look bigger...(no names mentioned)..but im not a slut and dont have a rep so idk what bullshit there talking or what bullshit there hearing but it aint true..there pushing me over the edge and one of these days im gonna burst!! ugh nothing can ever go right in my life unless im talking to natalie...keri or matt....i luv you guys soo much thanks!!..natalie your a great friend..thanks hun..Keri...your always there for me when i need you and i luv you soo much..and Matthew David Bouchard..i'll take your advice and not let em get to me cuz we know im not a slut and ik there just talking outta there asses..thanks for everything and being there when i needa talk!!
<3 reina