Apr 21, 2005 23:57
impossible.
but not entirely impassable.
i understand now why "kerplunk" is the best album green day ever did. i also understand why "pinkerton" is the best album weezer ever did. it's the passion man. they put a lot of passion into every lyric, and every note, and every solo and everything. dont believe me? listen to "one for the razorbacks" and "who wrote holden caulfield?" by green day and listen to "across the sea" and "butterfly by weezer. totally badass.
i understand now why i've spent four days in my basement avoiding people and not talking to anyone. theres an amount of self understanding, self actualization, and meditation that i had to do after my mom flipped out on me. and tonight i feel ok. things aren't really all that great; i still dont have a job, i'm still probably going to lose my car, i'm still not going to prom. but right now it doesnt matter. things arent perfect by any stretch of the imagination, but im cool with that. i am ok. and i suppose in the long run, that's all anyone needs. nothing is ever going to be the level of happy that i expect to be entitled to, and that's cool, man...that's cool. so rock on everybody. rock the fuck on.
"that's when i say
theres a boy who's fogged his world
and now he's getting lazy
theres no motivation
and frustration makes him crazy
he made a plan to take a stand
but always ends up sitting
someone help him up
or he is gonna end up quitting..."