Oct 17, 2005 00:01
it's been a while since i've updated...sorry.
what's going on with me? i'll tell you.
fall break was nice. i liked being at home with my family. bought lots of new books :) and the standard long sleeved shirts from old navy. (shut up jeremy). i'm back at school and starting to freak out that i'm never going to pass any of my classes (the exception being aerobics and marching band). there is just way too much crap to do. it's really hard to focus on school work when there's always so many thoughts running through my head all the time. i don't really know how to stop them. i go through my day and i plan out what i'm going to write here...and it sounds like exactly what i want to say but then i sit down at the computer and forget them. sucks for me.
life is funny. if someone asked me three years ago where i'd be. i could tell them exactly. i knew where i'd be and who i'd be with and what i'd be doing. but...that hasn't happened. maybe it's for the best. it's funny how things and people change. i never would have guessed. and now, if anyone asked me where i'd be, who i'd be with, and what i'll be doing three years from now, i won't be able to say at all. maybe it's better that way. i'm not setting myself up for disappontment. things can only go up from here.
i hope.
hope this wasn't too depressing of an entry for y'all. i tried to write it in a neutral tone. funny entry next time. i promise.