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Did bad on calc, of course.
Feeling depressed. Not looking for ups, just looking for outs. Always strikes at the most inopportune moment. MUST study as much as possible in calc. People need to know Im sad too. Gah, it hurts to know they dont have a clue.
I hate that Ill never get to spend time with him again. We got along so well. We always had a good time. He was so proud of me.
I wish I knew a third of what he knew. He would always surprise me with something new. And now its gone. Untold stories, old computer facts, everything.
I wish he knew how much I love him. I didnt say it enough. I wish I could have one last time. Why when I was sleeping? Thats cold. Thats evil. He didnt have to be sick. He could have just held on a little longer. Maybe another minute. Would I have heard him fall?
What the hell am I going to do now?
Feeling depressed. Not looking for ups, just looking for outs. Always strikes at the most inopportune moment. MUST study as much as possible in calc. People need to know Im sad too. Gah, it hurts to know they dont have a clue.
I hate that Ill never get to spend time with him again. We got along so well. We always had a good time. He was so proud of me.
I wish I knew a third of what he knew. He would always surprise me with something new. And now its gone. Untold stories, old computer facts, everything.
I wish he knew how much I love him. I didnt say it enough. I wish I could have one last time. Why when I was sleeping? Thats cold. Thats evil. He didnt have to be sick. He could have just held on a little longer. Maybe another minute. Would I have heard him fall?
What the hell am I going to do now?