Still begging for a miracle...
As some of you may know, (and most of you may not) I will undergo my final insemination today at 11:30. To say that I have been introverted this time around would be an understatement. I have holed up in my consciousness and tried to draw inner strength and not become a burden to anyone other than myself. To those of you that I love and care about, I am truly sorry for my absense, this is just something I needed to do on my own.
So today ends my infertility story and hopefully it will provide a good ending. I know that some of you will be relieved to know that it will no longer be the main topic of my conversation as it has been the last several years. To come to an end of a dream that you have no control over is terrifying and also a bit of a relief. Six years is just far too long for anyone.
If you have a chance today, think of me. I am not too proud to beg for prayers, well-wishes, luck, and of course a miracle. And for those who have stuck by me in my absense and understood...thank you. You guys have brought me more strength than you will ever know.
Much love to all, as always.
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So today ends my infertility story and hopefully it will provide a good ending. I know that some of you will be relieved to know that it will no longer be the main topic of my conversation as it has been the last several years. To come to an end of a dream that you have no control over is terrifying and also a bit of a relief. Six years is just far too long for anyone.
If you have a chance today, think of me. I am not too proud to beg for prayers, well-wishes, luck, and of course a miracle. And for those who have stuck by me in my absense and understood...thank you. You guys have brought me more strength than you will ever know.
Much love to all, as always.
<3