Sep 25, 2008 11:13
So i havent posted in forever. Life is ok. Band is a little stressfull but luckily about to calm down after we get Karn evil and Carry On my wayward son on the field. After that im pretty sure im going to go back to sonic to work to pay for winterguard and pay off my credit card again. i had it paid off completely in the summer and now its back exactly where it was because i didnt have a lot of money when i came back to school. i need to work on saving money. i only save when i dont have anything to save. that sucks. Atleast i have a plan. im not fucked just yet.
I make to do lists. about two a week. and some of the things never get done. clean out car. that might happen one day. and vacuum. eh. probably never.
Im writing a cookbook. not to sell. just for myself really. a big list of family recipes. I should ask my grandmother how she makes those buttermilk biscuits....ill add that to my to do list... but so far i have sweet potato casserole, strawberry cheesecake, chili, broccoli casserole and meatballs (which is more of a finger food). i think ill add my mothers lasagna too... ill have to ask her about that.
Classes are going ok. Im failing statistics. im not sure if im going to pass it. im trying tho. criminology is easy. sociological theory is confusing but i made a C+ on my first paper so thats good. Anthropology is so fucking boring. And Practice skills is a little challenging. i love the teacher but i need to give the class more of my attention.
Time management is still somewhat of an issue along with money management.
Northgate tryouts are next weekend and im scared. I keep thinking of all the times i fucked up last season. things I could have done differently. Nicole is reauditioning too. And Danny, Sarah, and the hated jose are going too. Jose is hated because he lies so much. He's always saying to Nicole how he auditioned for some awesome winterguard or drum corp and made it but had to quit for whatever reason. It really pisses me off because I never hear him say these things. He only tells nicole because he knows she wont question him and I would call him a fucking liar. He can't do a turn around toss, a 45 toss catching behind his back and he definately can't dance which is minimal if youre not strong on equipment. I want to fucking punch him in the face and scream at him. I've worked my ass off at colorguard to be where I am and how dare he say these things! Belittling what I do. Acting like its so fucking easy. He's a cocky bastard and I really hope he doesn't make northgate so i can fucking laugh in his face. Liars are one thing that I cannot tolerate.
I did my internship this summer. It was a lot of fun. I learned so much and I really think being a social worker is the place for me.
Overall I'm a happy person. I like the way my life is for the most part minus people that drive me crazy.
ok. until next time (which I have no idea when that will be)
Jennifer!