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Wow, I sat down here to write out a long post about how I'm feeling at the moment (three guesses what I'm feeling at this time of night) and now I don't want to. I was just reading some of my older posts(read through the post of my personality profile) and I was also reading up on some of my friends' recent posts. Now, after reading them I don't want to post. Huh, that's odd I guess. Oh well, I hope everyone has a pleasant christmas spent with loved ones.
In other news, I passed by my ServSafe Food and ServSafe Alcohol exams. I am now certified in both. My boss offered me a job at the Starbucks that'll be opened on campus here as a Supervisor. It'll be a full-time job with benefits. It'll most likely be at the top of my list when I start looking for jobs as an internship that leads into a steady job. If I work at Starbucks I might be able to transfer to Tallahassee or Valdosta and work. Then I can have a job and be close to home. Woot!
So, now that I have one possible job lined up, the next thing to do on my "Must do's in my life" list is marriage. I know, it's not something that is suppossed to be rushed and there's a grand plan for everyone and all that stuff, but damn it, I'd like to have someone to spend time with. A woman to talk to that understands me and that will accept me for who I am with my faults. Also, a woman that I won't get bored with after a month or two. I HATE THAT ABOUT MY SELF!!! I have ruined the last three relationships I have been in because I simply got bored. It had nothing to do with the girls. They were all great people, and I still love each one but it's just a major personality problem I have. I hate myself for it. And because of this I think I'm going to die alone.
Oh well, enough depressing self-indulgent crap about me. I just suck and that's all there is to it. Maybe I'll go to a bar and pick up a random sorority chick. Hehehe, Oh the evil things I could do >:) J/k. OK that's it for now.
I'd appreciate any words of encouragement anyone could offer. I know I've got friends but since no one has been talking to me accept my room mate I forget how much everyone cares. And don't get me wrong I care about all of you too.
Well, that has to be the sappiest ending I've ever writen.
In other news, I passed by my ServSafe Food and ServSafe Alcohol exams. I am now certified in both. My boss offered me a job at the Starbucks that'll be opened on campus here as a Supervisor. It'll be a full-time job with benefits. It'll most likely be at the top of my list when I start looking for jobs as an internship that leads into a steady job. If I work at Starbucks I might be able to transfer to Tallahassee or Valdosta and work. Then I can have a job and be close to home. Woot!
So, now that I have one possible job lined up, the next thing to do on my "Must do's in my life" list is marriage. I know, it's not something that is suppossed to be rushed and there's a grand plan for everyone and all that stuff, but damn it, I'd like to have someone to spend time with. A woman to talk to that understands me and that will accept me for who I am with my faults. Also, a woman that I won't get bored with after a month or two. I HATE THAT ABOUT MY SELF!!! I have ruined the last three relationships I have been in because I simply got bored. It had nothing to do with the girls. They were all great people, and I still love each one but it's just a major personality problem I have. I hate myself for it. And because of this I think I'm going to die alone.
Oh well, enough depressing self-indulgent crap about me. I just suck and that's all there is to it. Maybe I'll go to a bar and pick up a random sorority chick. Hehehe, Oh the evil things I could do >:) J/k. OK that's it for now.
I'd appreciate any words of encouragement anyone could offer. I know I've got friends but since no one has been talking to me accept my room mate I forget how much everyone cares. And don't get me wrong I care about all of you too.
Well, that has to be the sappiest ending I've ever writen.