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I really love her so much, she is so perfect in every way. I don't think I could have asked for anyone better. I want things to be permanent this time and stay together as long as possible. If anything were to happen I don't know what I would do. I actually had a dream about losing her and I found myself crying when I woke up, that's really how much she means to me. I won't lie, I never cry about anything, but as I just layed there and thought what I would do if I lost her again I just let myself go. I don't care what anyone thinks about me, i'm open to talk about this kind of stuff so if you think i'm a pussy i'm not, i'm just really in love...I just hope she doesn't have second thoughts :(