May 27, 2004 23:46
I thought it was going to be alright, but then I begin to think about all we have done together and the great times we have had when we around one another. I have to admit that sometimes when I go to bed it's really hard to fall asleep because she runs through my head constantly, and now that we aren't really officially "together" right now I feel like a big part of me is missing and even though I promised her I wouldn't...I may have had a few tears rolls down the cheeks honeslty. I realy really miss her already, I know we are supposed to be thinking things through and I really have been thinking but if it's one thing I know and don't have to think about is how much I really truly love her.