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so, i'm feeling like an update, who knows when my last one was.
things have been pretty busy, it seems like there is always something i could be reading for some class or another...it's pretty, not stressful, but i guess mind occupying.
i wish i could just lay peacefully in fi's arms and not have to think about all that is on my agenda for the next week.
(of course there are things he can do to keep my mind off things, ya know the things that have me walking around like a zombie today...)
reading about cuban history and pieces of writing by cubans makes me pretty mad at the united states (you know from like 1898 - 1970s); imperialism makes me really mad and has caused a lot of awfulness in this world.
philosophy and social psych keep making me evaluate myself. it makes it hard to pay attention in class, because something will be said and then i start thinking about how that concept relates to me and i'm lost in the fog of my thoughts.
my music class is going pretty well, got a 98% on my first quiz, so that is a good sign.
i'm still amazed at my relationship with fi, and the fact that he is so awesome and even when he is not being awesome it's okay.
i had an issue on friday, and it was so easy to just talk to him and tell him how i felt; i'm so thankful of that ease.
in past relationships/whatevers i've been very bad at expressing myself, but he makes me feel so inclined to express what is going on in my mind.
it's very healthy, i think.
and, HOW IS HE SEXY 24/7???
wow, i am such a silly girl.
:)
off to read che guevara, interesting stuff :)
things have been pretty busy, it seems like there is always something i could be reading for some class or another...it's pretty, not stressful, but i guess mind occupying.
i wish i could just lay peacefully in fi's arms and not have to think about all that is on my agenda for the next week.
(of course there are things he can do to keep my mind off things, ya know the things that have me walking around like a zombie today...)
reading about cuban history and pieces of writing by cubans makes me pretty mad at the united states (you know from like 1898 - 1970s); imperialism makes me really mad and has caused a lot of awfulness in this world.
philosophy and social psych keep making me evaluate myself. it makes it hard to pay attention in class, because something will be said and then i start thinking about how that concept relates to me and i'm lost in the fog of my thoughts.
my music class is going pretty well, got a 98% on my first quiz, so that is a good sign.
i'm still amazed at my relationship with fi, and the fact that he is so awesome and even when he is not being awesome it's okay.
i had an issue on friday, and it was so easy to just talk to him and tell him how i felt; i'm so thankful of that ease.
in past relationships/whatevers i've been very bad at expressing myself, but he makes me feel so inclined to express what is going on in my mind.
it's very healthy, i think.
and, HOW IS HE SEXY 24/7???
wow, i am such a silly girl.
:)
off to read che guevara, interesting stuff :)