Jun 15, 2008 21:28
I have an awesome guy that wants to do everything in the world he can for me... but I can't stand him.
Is it normal to be freaked out by someone liking you too much?
I get the creeps when all people do is tell me how I'm the perfect person for them and constantly saying "I love you" and that "i want to be with you forever"... It creeps me and my roommates out.
And another sad thing.
I miss my ex. My two times ex.
I really feel like after all this time, that's the person I want to spend the rest of my life with. I just wish he didn't have a girlfriend. It makes me want to cry knowing I messed that up, but oh well.
After the first break-up... we didn't speak for a few months and then I missed him terribly. He moved states for me. And I took it for granted.
Ugh, it's killing me. I love him with everything I am, and I feel like such a dumbass for letting him go again.
And, I never give a shit about any of my exes like that. I miss him so much it's pathetic. I seriously just want to cry. It's been a good year anyway. Fuck it.