Not having been able to graduate form CSU has been part of my depresion. I would love to go back to school and graduate some day. Due to the fact that a big part of why I could not sucede at csu was depresion keeping me form being able to do the homework needed for classes. Since I have always been lazy when it comes to homework I atribuited it to that for a long while but thinking back I did have depresion that keeps me form being more active with tasks that need to be done even before my mom's death.
With all that had happend at CSU I dont think i would ever be willing to give them another $. Looking around at reasionable programs in the state. Ones that would both teach me what I want to do for a carear and be somewhat eazer for me to complete. Ive found the Mechanical Engineering Technology program offerd at Denver Metro
http://www.mscd.edu/~met/ I can truley call myself an engineer after becoming employed after I graduate with this. Half the classes in this program I have eather taken an equivlent at CSU or have learned some of while working as a machinest. What will actuly transfer over form my time at CSU is a big unknown.
Some personal things I want done before jumping into this would be working thorugh the depresion enough to at least have some confidence that i could do the work on my own. have the estate settled where the famley busnes is fully and clearley mine. And run it for 6months or so as such to make sure its a viable busness that i can reli on. Also move to denver to be with in a reasionable comute to class.
If life takes me elsewhere away form this school, i may find another where I end up. But If I never go to school again thats fine, and hopefully things will work out well in my carears regardless.
Wish me luck.