Coach shoes...what?
So I tried updating around 4 am and it wouldnt let me but it got saved so here it is. AND the CHIVAS won 3-1...fuck yeah.
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I've been drinking so this entry might not make too much sense. But it should. It might make you throw up. Hah.
She leaves me speechless. My room has never been cleaner and all because she comes over every day. She doesn't clean it of course because she's special and I won't ask her to either. We just lay in bed together watching a tv [ESPN is her favorite channel] or a movie [she bought UFC knockouts 4 last night] I watched Stepup with her tonight while giving her a massage throughout the entire movie. I'm getting good at those. I keep getting requested to do massages left and right even though I need one myself. I'm gonna buy some massaging oils when I wake up to make the massages more pleasant. I don't want to have sex with her, well, I do, but the couple of times I've had a chance I don't because I respect her that much that I want to wait. Corny, I know but the emotional connection we have is beyond any I've ever had with any girl. Her body is flawless. Her smile makes life worth living. I also wake up at 7 am just to be able to talk to her on the phone while she drives to work. Her voice is the first thing I want to hear in the morning and the last I want to hear before I go to bed. We text all day even during work and holding her in my arms makes the world stop for me. [sigh] I'm falling and I'm falling hard. I had sworn off relationships for a while because of how hurt I ended in my past relationship but this girl has given me hope. I don't even look at other girls anymore. I myself am amazed at that fact.
On another note, my mother and I have never been this close. She is quickly becoming one of my best friends. I now hide nothing from her and to make this even better, she likes her a lot. She's never really approved of any girl but there's something about this one that I don't know but yeah.
Dolce tomorrow should be awesome. She's gonna be there and I can't wait to dance all night with her. "
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I've been drinking so this entry might not make too much sense. But it should. It might make you throw up. Hah.
She leaves me speechless. My room has never been cleaner and all because she comes over every day. She doesn't clean it of course because she's special and I won't ask her to either. We just lay in bed together watching a tv [ESPN is her favorite channel] or a movie [she bought UFC knockouts 4 last night] I watched Stepup with her tonight while giving her a massage throughout the entire movie. I'm getting good at those. I keep getting requested to do massages left and right even though I need one myself. I'm gonna buy some massaging oils when I wake up to make the massages more pleasant. I don't want to have sex with her, well, I do, but the couple of times I've had a chance I don't because I respect her that much that I want to wait. Corny, I know but the emotional connection we have is beyond any I've ever had with any girl. Her body is flawless. Her smile makes life worth living. I also wake up at 7 am just to be able to talk to her on the phone while she drives to work. Her voice is the first thing I want to hear in the morning and the last I want to hear before I go to bed. We text all day even during work and holding her in my arms makes the world stop for me. [sigh] I'm falling and I'm falling hard. I had sworn off relationships for a while because of how hurt I ended in my past relationship but this girl has given me hope. I don't even look at other girls anymore. I myself am amazed at that fact.
On another note, my mother and I have never been this close. She is quickly becoming one of my best friends. I now hide nothing from her and to make this even better, she likes her a lot. She's never really approved of any girl but there's something about this one that I don't know but yeah.
Dolce tomorrow should be awesome. She's gonna be there and I can't wait to dance all night with her. "