Feb 18, 2004 01:01
Wow, I need to write in here more. I've just been really busy... I know I know- its the story of my life! I'm just a busy girl!
I like being busy, but I've been letting it stress myself out lately and I don't like the person I've been because of it. I miss the old me... the me that didn't care what people thought, the me that wasn't afraid to laugh all the time... whatever I don't know how to say it I just miss it!
It was great to see Tyler this weekend, even though we spent almost all of the time he was here at FIRST, he's great for doing that- driving all the way up here just to spend time with me at FIRST! And he brought me beauuuutiful roses and CANDY... haha boy does that kid know the way to my heart! haha! I love him, so much! A lot of the time I take my busy stress out on him... I don't know how he puts up with me, I really don't, but I'm so thankful that he does!
I swear I'm going to try not to be a bitch anymore, I hate it! I have LOTS of things to be HAPPY about... I need to cut the crap! haha!
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