Plain and simple....we belong together...
i've been thinking about you.....doing that is nothing new to me. i wonder about you all the time when im doing the simplest tasks you cross my mind just like you did when you were mine but this is different i wonder if your okay i wonder if you still love me the way that you once did i wonder if i've lost that by now with my months of silence i wonder if you're thinking of me too. im not gonna bullshit you anymore im gonna keep it real with you.....baby i miss you and i want you to me mine once more. i know that right now we have the odds against us and it will be hard but i think we can do it but thats up to you. i know that i fucked up by letting you go and you told me that this would happen but i think by letting go it has made me realize some things and that i needed to figure out by being on my own. i understand if you dont want to be with me, i understand all the things that i've said have hurt you but i can no longer try to remain strong and put on this sherade. i miss everything about you, i miss our moments together i sit up at night and just think of all the memories we have made together......every time that you held me, every kiss, every smile, every giggle, every "Baby you're the only one for me" i find myself waiting by the phone hoping that you'll call me like you usually do to just say "wud up" sitting and waiting for that opportunity to tell you that i've missed you so much and that i need you. im just afraid that you've moved on like i said you would in due time, i'm afraid that i no longer captivate you like i once did, im afraid that i've lost the love that we worked so hard to save many times over. i was up last night thinking about all the times we've had together and i couldnt sleep, i found that only after i said your name as if you were right there and if you were gonna answer i felt better. every time i see a picture of you if brings back all the memories of me and you every memory of me just in your arms every good time that we had. baby i want to be yours once more, i still am yours i still am you puppet and you will forever hold my strings. i want everything that we once planned we were gonna do with our lives move in together once we can leave go get married and start our faimily. i dont want you to think that this is a classic case of when the girl goes out and thinks that she can make it on her own and finds out that the grass isnt greener on the other side, it's not even like that and you know that i can make it on my own but i know what me and you had was good and i think we can make it work......you know as im sitting here pouring out my heart to you i keep thinking of these two inpriticular times of when we were together. well, we really weren't together we were broken up at that point but it was when we met at the mall at the mills and i remember seeing you and the only thing i wanted to do was just to hug you and kiss you like i always did. you were hestitant at first but within a little bit you acted like you always did with me. the other times is when we were over at adrians and we just kicked it outside, i will admitt that was kind if boring but just being with you like old times made me feel good.......so here it is G plain and simple i'll be waiting for you to do something, thats only if you want to do something. but know that i do love you and i do miss you so much me and you belong together....always ad forever........