Sleeplessness
I'm sitting here, an empty cup of water before me, and wondering why I got out of bed - I was comfortable, at home, relaxed and safe, but I cannot sleep.
An episode of Smallville later, and now the Lyndsey Diaries (sp) and I might switch to John Mayer...it still kinda makes me sleepy.
Clarity still reminds me of a friend of mine, but what the hell...its good music.
It reminds me of the trip to Austria and Germany, now, listening to John Mayer as we touch down - KLM must have a soundtrack for arrival.
I got back in touch with Gawain today, about the book. Seems like it might actually start rolling again. I wish I was the kind of person who could start AND finish a project. Damn Aries curse.
Wow - looking at this and seeing my picture reminds me how much life has changed in the last years. I wish I could say I was a better person, or had learned my lesson, or had grown and matured and become an adult - is it my fault that I don't want to grow up?
I find myself posting this now that I have a way to just chuck questions out willy-nilly online and see what the web catches and what bugs are in my replies...
Just bumped into an old friend on AIM on an old sn - so old in fact we dont remember each other or how we became friends
thats the best, ya know, rediscovering why you were friends with someone
i think its necessary to just explain to someone why you are friends with someone else - it gives you a chance to categorize and put in words why you give a damn, ya know?
Just ... i used to hate that word in the beginning of a sentence - like just because, or i just want to do this...but its a useful word, no?
Rambling like a trellis vine right now...sheesh.
well - i guess i should go put my ass into falling asleep..if that's even remotely possible.
An episode of Smallville later, and now the Lyndsey Diaries (sp) and I might switch to John Mayer...it still kinda makes me sleepy.
Clarity still reminds me of a friend of mine, but what the hell...its good music.
It reminds me of the trip to Austria and Germany, now, listening to John Mayer as we touch down - KLM must have a soundtrack for arrival.
I got back in touch with Gawain today, about the book. Seems like it might actually start rolling again. I wish I was the kind of person who could start AND finish a project. Damn Aries curse.
Wow - looking at this and seeing my picture reminds me how much life has changed in the last years. I wish I could say I was a better person, or had learned my lesson, or had grown and matured and become an adult - is it my fault that I don't want to grow up?
I find myself posting this now that I have a way to just chuck questions out willy-nilly online and see what the web catches and what bugs are in my replies...
Just bumped into an old friend on AIM on an old sn - so old in fact we dont remember each other or how we became friends
thats the best, ya know, rediscovering why you were friends with someone
i think its necessary to just explain to someone why you are friends with someone else - it gives you a chance to categorize and put in words why you give a damn, ya know?
Just ... i used to hate that word in the beginning of a sentence - like just because, or i just want to do this...but its a useful word, no?
Rambling like a trellis vine right now...sheesh.
well - i guess i should go put my ass into falling asleep..if that's even remotely possible.