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i feel like i go through an emotional upheaval whenever i go through a big change. This feels like the end of the summer and leaving camp yavneh. I don't want to go back there. i just don't know why and that is what makes me so upset. I miss my family and it will be so nice to be home for chanuka but I don't know I just like get anxiety when things like this happen. This is exactly like leaving camp in the summer.