Women!
So it has come to this. After some deliberation, I had decided to keep on hanging out with M. One thing led to another and we ended up kissing 3 nights ago. This before and after watching "Casino Royale" at the theatre. At first, she was not very responsive to my light kisses. After a while, she started kissing back. Things heated up. She become the aggressor and I was the enthused participant. The next day, we met for drinks and ended up making out in a parking lot like a couple of teenagers. Sheesh.
All this while, I had been asking about her past, more specifically her failed marriage. She was not elaborate with her answers (not surprising). Although I wish I know more, I can't pressure her into telling me. Some things don't add up, like the fact that her ex is not seeking custody of their son. She said that will not happen. I asked why is that. She mumbled something about him not knowing about the kid. HUH?? She would not volunteer any more information. I let it go but at the cost of much nagging doubt and speculation. Did she have the baby after they split? Maybe the father is not her husband? Is she on the run? The mistress of a powerful person?
R calls me up today to tell me that someone had called her. They were looking for me. Rather, they asked if she knows a miak (kid) named Venu. She asked who wanted to know. They did not identify themselves. She said that there was no Venu in the house (her house) and if they are looking for someone, they should ask nicely like gentlemen. They called her lawa (vain, arrogant) and hung up. She saw two cars with heavily tinted windows outside our houses (I live across the street from her).
I don't owe anyone money not have I done anyone wrong. Or have I? Was M lying to me? I called her ask. She said that it had nothing to do with her. She said that she had clearly told me the deal, they are over. She asked me to use logic. Logic is telling me that this could be nothing which is unlikely: no one looks for me in that fashion. Maybe she or R is lying. Now, as I sit here and prepare music for work this evening, I am left wondering what this night will bring. I certainly don't want to sound melodramatic when I say this: If I don't post again soon, call the cops.
V.
All this while, I had been asking about her past, more specifically her failed marriage. She was not elaborate with her answers (not surprising). Although I wish I know more, I can't pressure her into telling me. Some things don't add up, like the fact that her ex is not seeking custody of their son. She said that will not happen. I asked why is that. She mumbled something about him not knowing about the kid. HUH?? She would not volunteer any more information. I let it go but at the cost of much nagging doubt and speculation. Did she have the baby after they split? Maybe the father is not her husband? Is she on the run? The mistress of a powerful person?
R calls me up today to tell me that someone had called her. They were looking for me. Rather, they asked if she knows a miak (kid) named Venu. She asked who wanted to know. They did not identify themselves. She said that there was no Venu in the house (her house) and if they are looking for someone, they should ask nicely like gentlemen. They called her lawa (vain, arrogant) and hung up. She saw two cars with heavily tinted windows outside our houses (I live across the street from her).
I don't owe anyone money not have I done anyone wrong. Or have I? Was M lying to me? I called her ask. She said that it had nothing to do with her. She said that she had clearly told me the deal, they are over. She asked me to use logic. Logic is telling me that this could be nothing which is unlikely: no one looks for me in that fashion. Maybe she or R is lying. Now, as I sit here and prepare music for work this evening, I am left wondering what this night will bring. I certainly don't want to sound melodramatic when I say this: If I don't post again soon, call the cops.
V.