fuck...
Waking up 4 hours after trying to sleep in the aftermath of the situation doesn't help either. Everything still feels lost. ALL OF IT.
I guess in the end if you're looking for black and white, it won't happen easily. I had numb sweaty arms all night to remind me of that.
Oh yeah, and after all of this, if you feel that you're not really my friend, and you don't have the guts to tell me, then just fucking take me off your list. I will do the same when I realize that you're not on mine.
The one thing I can't stand is people faking it out.
I know who you are, and I'm still fucking waiting for you to grow guts or at least show it to my face, so just fucking do it already.
Pigfuckers.
I guess in the end if you're looking for black and white, it won't happen easily. I had numb sweaty arms all night to remind me of that.
Oh yeah, and after all of this, if you feel that you're not really my friend, and you don't have the guts to tell me, then just fucking take me off your list. I will do the same when I realize that you're not on mine.
The one thing I can't stand is people faking it out.
I know who you are, and I'm still fucking waiting for you to grow guts or at least show it to my face, so just fucking do it already.
Pigfuckers.