Mar 08, 2007 20:38
My history day group is moving on to district! WOO! It's awesome, but it also means we have to do a bunch of work on it to get extra credit. But hey, it's extra credit in Fitz's class.
I'm feeling really stupid right now. I don't know, I just am. I don't seem to have anything to talk about, and any conversation with me seems to end quickly and awkwardly. I feel like a freshman. I made a really stupid mistake on a paper and I don't know why I can't get over it. God.
I think Beanie is dying. She won't eat, she's sleeping more, she's fragile and skinny, she can't stand the cold, and she wanders around the house like she's lost or something. Am I overreacting? My dad doesn't want to take her to the vet because she's really behind on her shots, and the vet is so expensive now. We can't afford to get all her shots or get some operation that may or may not work. I understand where he's coming from, but it's really hard to think about letting her die. She's a member of the family.
beanie,
stupid,
history day