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i am overjoyed...but scared, you need this ashlie, you need this more than you can ever comprehend...what comes next?????
i decided a huge part of my life is me not recognizing how i feel until ive already felt it...then after its over i realize what and why i was feeling this certain feeling...at the time i sort of just push it deep within myself and i feel numb...and then when i cant hide it anymore i freak out...and people are like...'ashlie why are you freaking out?' and im never really sure because it could be a million things. im living in subconscious oblivion....hahahah
the dandy warhols are one of my most favorite bands...if youve never heard 'thirteen tales from urban bohemia' you must go out and buy it...and thank me later.....i love the movie Dig...its hilarious and emotional all at the same time...or or OR....go out and buy 'thank god for mental illness' by the brian jonestown massacre....its their best album in my opinion..two great bands from a genre of music that doesnt get much play or respect...they will change your life...
i miss someone so much that i could cry...and i get to see him tomorrow, after two months of not talking/seeing each other. i dont like feeling this anxious..i want to vomit.
i decided a huge part of my life is me not recognizing how i feel until ive already felt it...then after its over i realize what and why i was feeling this certain feeling...at the time i sort of just push it deep within myself and i feel numb...and then when i cant hide it anymore i freak out...and people are like...'ashlie why are you freaking out?' and im never really sure because it could be a million things. im living in subconscious oblivion....hahahah
the dandy warhols are one of my most favorite bands...if youve never heard 'thirteen tales from urban bohemia' you must go out and buy it...and thank me later.....i love the movie Dig...its hilarious and emotional all at the same time...or or OR....go out and buy 'thank god for mental illness' by the brian jonestown massacre....its their best album in my opinion..two great bands from a genre of music that doesnt get much play or respect...they will change your life...
i miss someone so much that i could cry...and i get to see him tomorrow, after two months of not talking/seeing each other. i dont like feeling this anxious..i want to vomit.