explode this body off of me!

Apr 02, 2005 19:28

i'm finally figuring out what this all means....why im here. i have a strong sense of it and i WILL not deny it.

i had fun with rachel last night.. too much fun.....in trouble kind of fun.

im going to italy next year to serve a mission. and no..not a mormon one. its a two week one. and i most excited. for those of you who do not know..i lived in italy for three years and am excited to be going back.

i love mike wright. that kid makes my day.

i dont care about fashion. i dont care about what so and so did. my negative feelings mean nothing. my stupid judgements dont matter. i dont care what people think of me. i generally love and care about everyone, no matter what, even if they've wronged me. i dont care about relationships with boys. i dont care about being attractive. i dont care about any of this. theres only one thing that matters and its my lord and savior jesus christ. im not perfect and i dont want to be, although im striving to become a better person every single day. its not about me....or you.

i know some of you who don't like christians...or dont like 'religion.' thank you for accepting me..and if you dont...you obviously care because you are reading this. and thank you. if anything..i want to blow the christian stereotypes out of the water. i want you to think differently about god/christ because of how i live and how you know me. those of you who get to interact with me know that i'm not that stereotype. thank you for listening.

hey joey. i lied.. i AM over 'it.' i made a conscious observation that im SOOOO over it. and i love and adore you.
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