I finally did it
I did it. I broke up with Doug.
I was so scared I was going to hurt his feelings but I couldn't keep holding it back any longer. When I told him that while I do like him, I think our relationship isn't going to go much further, he said "Okay, I understand," in the softest, most hurt way and my eyes actually began to swell with tears. I was afraid I was going to start crying which would deffinately have not made it easier, but he then said that he had actually been thinking the same thing for a while, but he was a little hurt that I didn't do this in person. I told him that I would've done it in person, but I honestly cannot do it face to face because I would get too nervous, but I told him I did not want to tell him online because he deserves much better than that. He then said that he still wants to be friends and I said to him of course I still want to be friends and it was so worth getting to know him. I told him he's a great person and I told him he's smart and sweet and a very positive guy (which I told him was a BIG plus) and he said thank you, that he appreciates that. So we continued to talk and I told him that "we're just into different things; we don't really have that much in common," and he agreed. Since I called him so late, (11:40 pm), I asked if I had woken him up and he said no he was cooking raviolis (and then I talked about how Jill cannot stand it when I say ravioli with an "s") and then somehow we got to talking about pierogies. Then I told him that if he wants to, I can come up this weekend, and have what I called a "farewell fuck". I knew that would sound good to him. So I'm going to call him later this week and set that up. We said goodnight and now I'M SINGLE!
Keep your eyes peeled for new boys for me!
I was so scared I was going to hurt his feelings but I couldn't keep holding it back any longer. When I told him that while I do like him, I think our relationship isn't going to go much further, he said "Okay, I understand," in the softest, most hurt way and my eyes actually began to swell with tears. I was afraid I was going to start crying which would deffinately have not made it easier, but he then said that he had actually been thinking the same thing for a while, but he was a little hurt that I didn't do this in person. I told him that I would've done it in person, but I honestly cannot do it face to face because I would get too nervous, but I told him I did not want to tell him online because he deserves much better than that. He then said that he still wants to be friends and I said to him of course I still want to be friends and it was so worth getting to know him. I told him he's a great person and I told him he's smart and sweet and a very positive guy (which I told him was a BIG plus) and he said thank you, that he appreciates that. So we continued to talk and I told him that "we're just into different things; we don't really have that much in common," and he agreed. Since I called him so late, (11:40 pm), I asked if I had woken him up and he said no he was cooking raviolis (and then I talked about how Jill cannot stand it when I say ravioli with an "s") and then somehow we got to talking about pierogies. Then I told him that if he wants to, I can come up this weekend, and have what I called a "farewell fuck". I knew that would sound good to him. So I'm going to call him later this week and set that up. We said goodnight and now I'M SINGLE!
Keep your eyes peeled for new boys for me!