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ok...so i know its REALLY weird for me to update in the same week let alone month... but im in one of those moods where i really just need to express myself in so many ways...but also in this entry im not using peoples real names because if they find it and they read it and find out how i really and truly felt then ill get the blunt of it...ok...so most of this starts yesterday when i had to film the frosh football game with nick and so i got the stuff and nick met me down in south...so we get on the bus to go to RV and on there we were just chilling and that was like the last time i was happy for the next 36 hours...so yeah nick and i get there and we find out that both batteries that my teacher gave me were either DEAD or almost dead so i called up my friend alex and his girlfriend wendy answered and i asked them if they could go to school to pick me up some batteries and run them out to RV where we were...so alex bitched at me for it but i told him id pay him some cash if he could do it...so then nick and i filmed as much as we could till both batteries died TOTALLY...so then i went over to our coaches and told them what happened and what i was trying to do...and they said it was ok...so yeah nick and i sat there and waited for alex to come...so 45 minutes pass and at halftime nick calls alex up pretty pissed off trying to find out where the fuck he was and he was still at his house when RV is fucking a half hour away at least...so ok time keeps going and eventually its the 4th fucking quater and NOTHING...so we're both pretty fucking pissed and finally the game ends and i call alex trying to fucking find out where the fuck he was and hes like...oh im 5 minutes away...and im like...just fuck it...so we take the bus back to school and the coaches tell us the game wasnt as important as the one on friday so we're gonna end up filming it and shit...so no biggie...we both just felt like shit because our batteries died...ok so then i take nick home and all this shit so i get home and my dad is like oh lets go out and buy fahrenheit 9/11 now and im like...ok sure whatever...so we go to shoprite to get it and im sitting there and i see some people i know but they're all fucking busy and shit so we sat there for like 20 minutes with the fucking movie RIGHT FUCKING IN FRONT OF US...fucking...whatever so yeah then i get home and start to relax and i go online and liz IMs me saying whats going on with me and peggy and im like...wait...what the fuck...and i forgot to add the sunday shit but itll kinda get in here...so anyway im like yeah cori and her boyfriend are trying to set me up with peggy supposedly and shit...and then liz is all telling me that cori's boyfriend and peggy are like flirting alot and shit and that cori just wants to set me and peggy up because that would take care her problems and shit and it just started to bug me...i dont know then i started thinking about the other relationships that cori set me up with and its like wait...shes doing this to me more than once and i mean its slick and smart...but REALLY fucking mean considering i trusted her...i really did and shes using me as a tool so that her and her bf can stay fucking together NOW WHAT THE FUCK...ok so yeah at band this kid bart is really getting on my fucking nerves...like more than you can imagine...i mean i think hes cool and all but i mean just the fact of how hes using the fact that his brother is older and more respected to an advantage and how he just thinks hes fucking god...well i hope that when his brother graduates and hes here without him i hope he gets his fucking ass kicked EVERY FUCKING DAY...i mean hes nice and all but i think that hes just taking it all too far...so yeah then at im just really in a shitty mood and im just thinking about all my previous relationships...and why ive been single for 10 months...and how shitty its been...i really think im gong emo...i know...me emo...WTF...but yes...ok well comment like hell on this entry...PLEASE...i want feedback and shit...