honesty!
Honesty would have been nice. Especially from someone I love so much. And care so much about. It has affected our friendship thus far. I'm going to bring it up, so I can get over it. Because I tried to just swallow it, and well, I don't even feel comfortable enough to be as friendly and nice as I've been. It sucks.
Christmas was amazing. I love my family so much. They're fantastic. I totally got a dress form for Christmas. I'm so excited about it. I got a lot of books I had asked for. (Not the postsecret one, though! Booo!) Political and social issues books. One of them is called "How to spend 50 Billion dollars to make the world a better place." I started it, it's really damn good. Well written, in layman's terms, of course. Haha! But it's been postponed for another book. The Hobbit! It's so captivating. Lisa sent it home with me. She's great.
I picked up a shift tomorrow. I'm keeping my job at the Bay. I'm happy about that. I love it there. Except, I think I want to find a real job. I'm probably going to work at the Bookstore, too. I love it there. I want to manage to be Head of Luggage and Accessories. I can do it. It won't be hard. I could almost take charge of jewellery. Well, not really. But shit, I'm a really good worker, and I picked up on everything faster than anyone else that's there. Muahhaha! But yeah, getting luggage and accessories won't be too hard. The only problem is there aren't enough hours. I'll probably be juggling between Jewellery and Luggage. Which is ok. Maybe find a second part time job until hours pick up. We'll see. We'll see how things roll out.
The girls were supposed to come home today. But they left a message.. They won't be in until tomorrow.
Of course my parents got on my case about being anorexic. Ugh. As if. I was so insulted. And yeah sure, they're worried, but please. I lost 50 pounds in something like 6 months. I'm pretty happy with where I'm at, though. So yeah.
I don't want to be home alone.
I want company.
Christmas was amazing. I love my family so much. They're fantastic. I totally got a dress form for Christmas. I'm so excited about it. I got a lot of books I had asked for. (Not the postsecret one, though! Booo!) Political and social issues books. One of them is called "How to spend 50 Billion dollars to make the world a better place." I started it, it's really damn good. Well written, in layman's terms, of course. Haha! But it's been postponed for another book. The Hobbit! It's so captivating. Lisa sent it home with me. She's great.
I picked up a shift tomorrow. I'm keeping my job at the Bay. I'm happy about that. I love it there. Except, I think I want to find a real job. I'm probably going to work at the Bookstore, too. I love it there. I want to manage to be Head of Luggage and Accessories. I can do it. It won't be hard. I could almost take charge of jewellery. Well, not really. But shit, I'm a really good worker, and I picked up on everything faster than anyone else that's there. Muahhaha! But yeah, getting luggage and accessories won't be too hard. The only problem is there aren't enough hours. I'll probably be juggling between Jewellery and Luggage. Which is ok. Maybe find a second part time job until hours pick up. We'll see. We'll see how things roll out.
The girls were supposed to come home today. But they left a message.. They won't be in until tomorrow.
Of course my parents got on my case about being anorexic. Ugh. As if. I was so insulted. And yeah sure, they're worried, but please. I lost 50 pounds in something like 6 months. I'm pretty happy with where I'm at, though. So yeah.
I don't want to be home alone.
I want company.