blasphemous rumours
People react differently to things; some people are more inclined to one reaction than another. When given news that upsets me, my default reaction is anger. It is not right that some things happen; it is not just, it is not acceptable, it is not fair.
I don't believe in God or gods or goddesses or reincarnation or Buddhas or spirits or fairies. I don't really believe in anything except a couple of abstract concepts and one of those is Justice.
What's happened is not just. What's happened is not acceptable. My anger is usually a hot and brutal thing but today's is icy cold.
I once told Ciel that if she saw God, to tell him I was coming for him. I meant it.
I find myself in the unusual position of wishing there was a God so I'd have something to punish for what happens. There is so much that happens that deserves it. That demands it.
I hope there is a God because that way, when I die, I can kill him.