Aug 06, 2004 23:25
CAN ANYONE HEAR ME?!?!?!?!
I went to driver's ed. Fun. Went shopping and got actor gifts. BORED for like hours. The lawn faerie struck again!!!
Oh well, the play went good. Doing the Rach/Jocie dance backstage. Getting supersticious about everyone. Getting flowers and a card. Everyone wanting to touch me. It went okay.
THEN.....Starting at the high school, I just felt wrong. Went to Bertucci's wearing my hoodie and sunglasses the whole time. I hyperventalated(*sp) twice and was alone. YAY Manda. Dude, Issues.
So Yeah - today was wierd, I feel guilty that I don't feel worse....and I feel bad that I feel that way. Things are just crazy.
At least I gave Rach (then her to Jess and Christine) my "friend".
<3 :)