Blah!
So I had thought that I was doing a pretty damn good job without my Mr being around. I got our room and closet baby ready and yesterday I cleaned our bathroom spotless, all i have left is the living room and kitchen but today I'm feeling hella blah. Like I need to get outta the house and do something but there's nothing to do that doesn't involve money or someone else to tag along. So now I'm starting to get kinda down. I miss my Mr. Yea I don't have much to talk to him about when he calls but the point is that he's calling and telling me that he loves me and that he wishes I was there with him.
Friday night we had a little scare...had some cramping and odd discharge. Went to the dr and found out that the discharge was normal and the cramping was b/c the kid is trying to move and since I'm a first time mom it doesn't have much room in there so it was trying to make room. Got hella scared b/c the nurse was a new chick and she's like "dr, I can't tell if thats her heartbeat or the baby's" so he had to do another ultrasound. On a happy note, we found out we're having a boy. Jesse's so excited. The other night he's like "I told u u were going to have my son" and apparently he bought it some baby hunting gear. LoL It's hella cute. I really wish that he where here with me right now...I could really use some cuddle time. My back has been killing me lately. I'm thinkin it may have something to do with me doing so much cleaning lately but I think I'ma take a couple of days off before I do the front room and kitchen.
I hate being alone. I'm so not that kinda person and it hella sucks to be this way. Luckily I'll have my mom around here soon. I can't wait. I need someone to talk to. Sitting at the puter hurts my back anymore so I need a real person around.
Anyways, enough of my woah is me crap....
Friday night we had a little scare...had some cramping and odd discharge. Went to the dr and found out that the discharge was normal and the cramping was b/c the kid is trying to move and since I'm a first time mom it doesn't have much room in there so it was trying to make room. Got hella scared b/c the nurse was a new chick and she's like "dr, I can't tell if thats her heartbeat or the baby's" so he had to do another ultrasound. On a happy note, we found out we're having a boy. Jesse's so excited. The other night he's like "I told u u were going to have my son" and apparently he bought it some baby hunting gear. LoL It's hella cute. I really wish that he where here with me right now...I could really use some cuddle time. My back has been killing me lately. I'm thinkin it may have something to do with me doing so much cleaning lately but I think I'ma take a couple of days off before I do the front room and kitchen.
I hate being alone. I'm so not that kinda person and it hella sucks to be this way. Luckily I'll have my mom around here soon. I can't wait. I need someone to talk to. Sitting at the puter hurts my back anymore so I need a real person around.
Anyways, enough of my woah is me crap....