Oh...Jebus...
2 more days...
How can something completely reverse itself?
I thought so much about how great it is...not shalow...just great...
Then i saw >.>...and it's not so great anymore...
Besides that...it's just the entire situation...in every aspect of it...
I still enjoy (times) but it's not enough...
i want something more.
However, i feel that it's a horrible thing to ask for more and not appreciate what i have.
What i have is wonderful...but i don't see it being that way for very long...
(Maybe i'm just being pesimistic...)
Sometimes I forget how it was that my friends have fucked me over...
No...I would never be ok with it.
Not because you really mean that much to me...just because I would feel like shit.
Maybe you understand...maybe you don't.
Whatever your understanding of it is, just make sure to remember that i would never help it happen.
Should I let this opportunity fly by?
Either way, I don't think you really understand some of the things i've said.
But i would like you too.