If love is a labor I'll slave till the end....

[grumpy_grandma]

I have to write this becuase its been on my mind lately, its just something that I made up...it sucks and you probaly wont understand it, but thats what I'm aiming for.

Sometimes I wish I were perfect
I wish I could see you
Someday you will hate me
For you don't want to know me

Do you think, if I were everything you wanted, would you love me until the end?
Or was I just a mistake?

Was it really a dare that you played with me?
Or did you actually love me?

It's depressing how one person can make you cry
Each day, they tear your heart out and shove it down your throat.
They dangle in front of you becuase you know your worhtless
and that there so much more then you

Well,
I'm sorry that I cry for you
I'm sorry for not knowing who I am
I'm sorry that I love you
I'm so sorry that I was a waste of youth

You now pronbally think that I am some emotional bitch.
I'm not.
I just miss you so much.

-jenna