a person without love wilts like a flower without sun
i dont know what to do with myself these days. there isnt a whole lot to do or look forward to. i mean you cant do much without owning a car of your own. and dont know what is going on due to not having a cell phone. but maybe ill get a cell phone. im not sure yet.
so i need to get a job. i was suppose to have one at cafe cimmentos but they never called me to work. so i went down and filled out an application. still nothing. stupid people saying they are hiring and then never call to hire. especially since im probably the only other one to have applied for a job. i dont know. maybe ill try somewhere else. i like downtown so maybe a different cafe. i dont know. anything. any openings anywhere that you know of?
so poison ivy is very very ithcy.
i hate sometimes how im forced to make a decision right away but then you think about it later and you still are not sure of what you really wanted but are stuck with what you said earlier. and you cant take it back. even though you might want to, it wont happen. emotions can be so contradictory sometimes. one day they are one way about something and the next its the opposite feelings about the same thing.
its never simple anymore.
complexity has taken over everyones lives.
i wish i could go back to early childhood when the most difficult decision we might have had to make was whether we were going to argue with our parents over whether or not we will eat or brocoli and other veggies.
or what cartoon we want to watch on saturday morning.
or what toy we wanted to by at Toys-R-Us.
or what pj's we were going to where to bed.
it was so simple.
now with the graduation over with and the party out of the way, maybe things will go back to normal. well as normal as normal can be i guess. wow i hate growing up and gaining responsibility these days.
so i need to get a job. i was suppose to have one at cafe cimmentos but they never called me to work. so i went down and filled out an application. still nothing. stupid people saying they are hiring and then never call to hire. especially since im probably the only other one to have applied for a job. i dont know. maybe ill try somewhere else. i like downtown so maybe a different cafe. i dont know. anything. any openings anywhere that you know of?
so poison ivy is very very ithcy.
i hate sometimes how im forced to make a decision right away but then you think about it later and you still are not sure of what you really wanted but are stuck with what you said earlier. and you cant take it back. even though you might want to, it wont happen. emotions can be so contradictory sometimes. one day they are one way about something and the next its the opposite feelings about the same thing.
its never simple anymore.
complexity has taken over everyones lives.
i wish i could go back to early childhood when the most difficult decision we might have had to make was whether we were going to argue with our parents over whether or not we will eat or brocoli and other veggies.
or what cartoon we want to watch on saturday morning.
or what toy we wanted to by at Toys-R-Us.
or what pj's we were going to where to bed.
it was so simple.
now with the graduation over with and the party out of the way, maybe things will go back to normal. well as normal as normal can be i guess. wow i hate growing up and gaining responsibility these days.