What I think, is important.
So the other night I had this 3 hour conversation with Sue about God. She is a Christian. I am not. To be honest, I don't know what kind of religon that I do follow, but I belive in this and that and rah rah rah. So today when I was thinking about what to eat for breakfast, I thought.
In the Christian world, God gives you a free will, and then for you to go to Heaven you must follow the 10 comandments that God has set forth so that you can follow God's path towards happiness, Heaven and your gifts (aprently God gives us all a gift) and so forth. If you do not belive in God or do not follow the comandments then you go to Hell when you die.
I for one do not belive this. If God is so forgiving and nice, as every religion plays out to be then why would he make you follow 10 rules? No one in their right mind are able to follow these rules, no one could ever be that set straight. We are human, we have dreams, feeling, curiosity, hate and rage in all of us. Stories of Pastors that molest children just prove that no matter how hard you try, you can never follow God's path because we all are human, no one is perfect. In reality I belive that this whole 10 comandments and gifts are crazy! That's us beliving that if we follow them that we are perfect, we are not & we never will be.
God created us to work with each other, to learn and prosper not to follow him like slaves. If God truly loved us then he would grant us the gift of life, let us live our own lives and not his image of the perfect man or woman. Sure I do belive in fate, everything does happen for a reason but I do not belive that God has this set plan for us. He challenges us, he puts things forth for us to struggle, learn and inspire through. He does not make us follow 10 rules to true happiness, true happiness is within your self, not within 10 comandments. We all have hearts and souls, they are our own, and no one can take them away.
The picture of Hell and Heaven in others eyes really do intrest me. Sue belives that Heaven is where you are with God and all the other Christians and Hell is hot, fire and burning.
I belive Heaven is eternal, a never ending dream where all your loved ones are. Hell for me is the darkest state of mind, in the most uncomftable pressure you could imagine.
In other news I am going to Leedy tonight to get drunk.