2004

[grrson22]

So, I haven't updated in almost a year now. I guess after everything with Rachel, I wasn't ready to talk about all of that in livejournal land-and then nothing seemed substantial and worth talking about after that. It's been a year of extremes. I've done a lot this year...and I'm lucky for it all-which is why it's hard for me to say it was the

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[froshynicole]

i have lots of things to say but im not sure which to start with. i guess first off, you don't need to apologize for rambling in your journal. anyone who doesnt want to read it has the power to stop reading at any time. second, you are not destined to be single. you couldve had any of our boys at any given time. and many others beyond that im sure. seriously. and im sure you know that. and if you dont, you should. but there will be a guy that comes along, and he will be the right one, and you will get married. and make lots of babies. and youre around a lot of relationships at the moment who happen to be at that point now. but just because you arent at that same point doesnt make you weird or strange or a freak. not at all. your boy will come. third, im glad you updated. it makes me feel better that youre sharing your thoughts. bottling up feeling and thinking and thoughts sucks but we all do it. at least i know i do. so i know i shouldnt be all hypocritical and tell you not to do that. but when you dont write, it makes me wonder if youre sharing with anyone at all. i dunno. i know i dont like putting myself out there at all and its really hard to do. especially on a regular basis. fourth, i still feel like we've all had to grow up too fast and have had to deal with more hurt and sadness and deaths than most teenagers should need to be exposed to. i want to say just stop it withthe deaths, however thats a part of life that is going to continue throughout the rest of our lives and unfortunately we've been introuced to this portion of the real world too early. but i guess itll never go away. and i think im on fifth, i love you sarah, and i know you know that and thats good. and im sorry im not there for you more, especially this past semester cuz i have been wrapped up in myself. but i do know that youre always there if i need you and i just hope you know that the reverse is also true. and lastly, i think im going to end there.

[froshynicole]

yeah... im commenting aftter my own comment. however i wanted to say that you should update more often cuz you comment all of the time on my blurty but i don't have anything to comment on of yours! however i think the last comment could even things out. its pretty long.