I don't what to be here.
What is wrong with me? Why do I feel this way? All I do anymore is cry. I can't help it. I feel like I'm dieing inside... Sometimes, I wish I could die. And other times I wish I would have died. I just feel like nothing ever gets any better. It gets worse but never any better.
This is when I wish I would have died. That way I could have NEVER hurt this bad. It would have taken two years off my life. I never would have met Jon-E. But he couldn't hurt me like he does. But I can't leave him. What would I do??? GOD why do you make me feel this way?
This is when I wish I would have died. That way I could have NEVER hurt this bad. It would have taken two years off my life. I never would have met Jon-E. But he couldn't hurt me like he does. But I can't leave him. What would I do??? GOD why do you make me feel this way?