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went to the gay bar. yeah. it was cool, until i was so fucked up i didnt know what was going on. i felt really bad for jessi beings she dont drink and such.i apologized and everything.i cant begin to explain how bad i felt about the whole thing.i still do feel bad. i really think somebody slipped me something.apparently i was in the bathroom for like 15 mins with 2 girls i didnt know. i dont remember anything. i have jury duty tomorrow. i really hope i dont get picked. i have alot of shit to worry about right now. i have a court date coming up, and i really hope they give me another chance. i know i fucked up and its my mistake, i just hope the sentencing isnt too bad. and im worried about making sure i pass this class. theres just really alot going on. i kinda miss the feeling of being loved, being able to hold the one you love, and so on. but i dont let that get in the way. i dont let it get to me. lately here it seems like just a bunch of drama has been going on. i really need to start going to the gym to relieve some of my stress. and i needd to lose weight. that i do. well i guess im going to go now. peace.