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WELL HOLYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY SHIT hahahahahhahahahahahahahaha i totally passed that traffic school test with flying fucking colors.i was pissed though because i knew two answers and i forgot to fill them in needless to say i got 36/40 right HAHAHAHA I AM SO FUCKING HAPPY RIGHT NOW I COULD SHIT. its seriously like almost 5 in the morning and I cant sleep cuz I am so excited. I did alot of my homework because well the test expects you to actually read the whole damn thing, well i just skimmed through, not even i just filled out the end questions which didnt count, pretty much got all of them right, and waited for the time to go out. so each like module was close to 50 mins so it gave me pleanty of time to do some homework, and take a shower.i dont have flashcards so i couldnt do the vocab. ive never done crack before, but boy i sure bet this is what it feels like. no sleep, hyped up on 3 no doz and boy i feel like i could run around the world. AHAHA so yah hopefully the court bit will go over well. so now all i really have to worry about is that, and passing class, oh and not to mention doing the speed limit lmao. ill be good to go. pay off my mom, and keep saving up money to move out the house. life will be so great. ahaha. i totally have to party this weekend in celebration or something DAMN. PLUS I HAVE FIREWORKS FUCK YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. :D :D :D :D hehe. any hooters. so i guess things may seem like they have gone to shit here lately, but in all reality, every event that has happened in the past month and a half has been mostly my fault.i am not letting it get to me. you have to deal with the cards you're dealt, so i am dealing with it. cody will always be my buddy,along with dwain. i am glad i got to know the vero crowd better. they're fun :D trish and i are suppose to hang out today after i work, i dont know if its going to happen, but she said she wants to, and to give her a call. so i will see how that goes. last two times in a row she said that, well it failed, and thats not how you get me to gain trust in you.no, not at all.its bad enough because it takes me awhile to gain trust in someone you know? maybe not like stealing wise or what not, but as far as the whole immature shit talk that goes around like a girl in a gang bang. im not down for all that. now i just find it retarded. if anyone has the urge to talk shit about anyone, they should at least have the common decency to say it to ones face.i guess really when i dont sleep i find things to talk about, that or i am not making any sense and just rambling. i might end up going to the gym tonight with my mom anyway. tubby needs to lose some weight haha.ive been doing really good though, drinking shit loads of water, and hardly ever drinking any diet soda, and just eating healthy foods. i am very determined. even if i just hit 150 ill be down with that. i wish john didnt have to work so much, or else i would go to the gay bar, or go to orlando with him, and invite a couple other people or something. i miss him, hes one of the coolest guys eva.<3 i wish my mom or somebody would get up already dammit, i am so ecstatic. im sure when the middle of the day comes im going to be exhausted but thats ok. i just have to keep busy. my sister moved out today, i didnt really think about it until now. im never home when shes home and shes never home when im home usually. so i guess thats why. shes a really cool sister, the best anyone could ever ask for. even though she told mom and dad what happened, the whole car incident thing,i know she was just looking out for me, and thats what sisters are there for. im probably the one whos been in the most trouble, i guess because i didnt have as many ground rules as she did, then my parents cut me alot of slack because they figured holly did good. im not saying i never got in trouble, but theyve always been more then lenient on me. so the way they are acting now i can understand because well im legal, and they dont want me to get locked up, or to do something stupid that can ruin the rest of my life. so its completely understandable. thats what parents are for. now my brother hoooo he's going to be a handful, that's why i'm not always nice to him, it's because i dont want him to grow up being a bad kid,plus hes a boy and they always seem to get in trouble more, or the worst. doing all the shit i've done. doesn't necessarily make me a bad kid, but sometimes i wish i could go back in the past and change some things ive done. but that is the past and that is why they call it life. you live on experiences, you live to see the future, not the past. well i guess im done for now, so i am going to go. toodles