Oh mom....*hugs and sits down with you* mrrr...dont worry to much about me...I know, it's your job..says so in the manual an stuff..but I'm ok. Im a big girl...I took away my wings because well...I cant depend on them all the time...I get to flying, and feeling so good, and then something comes along and shoots me down...but I dont see it, because I'm too busy up in the sky, watching the clouds roll by and feeling happy....
And when I hit the ground, not only does it break alot of bones, and hurt like a sunuvabitch...but it also hurts emotionally...because there I was, so happy and free...and then here I am, bleeding half to death, and not even understanding what it was that shot me down in the first place.
So-instead of getting shot down..I'm staying down here on the ground without my wings to lift me up again...I'm turning around, and I'm fighting my attackers, and I'm fighting hard. I am dealing with a huge heart-shattering problem in a very swift and aggressive manner, and it's already more than half-way solved. I'll be ok Mom...and when I've built up my defenses, and offenses, and battle stradegies, I'll have my wings again...but for now, I'm ok where I am..cus I still have my fighting spirit, thats something I wont lose, even if I lose the ability to fly...
Phew! I'm sure feeling better!!grrrldragonMay 8 2002, 18:06:14 UTC
Okay Kel-woman. I feel alot better since you filled me in a little (and I do mean "a little"). I don't know what you're talking about as far as the huge heart-shattering problem goes. But I do know that tone of your voice. And I know you are okay from hearing that alone. So what can I say? ...except to say once again (as usual), I love you hon. I'm supposed to worry about you (like you said, it's in the manual) and all. But I also know that you need to establish your own rules for life right now. You can't live your life by my rules anymore than I can live mine by yours (lookout, I'm getting poetic here). Call me if you want to talk, otherwise I'll mind my own business unless I get really concerned, in which case I'll butt my big nose in where it hasn't been invited cause you're more important to me than someone being upset with me for my nosiness.
Having said all that in one breathe...................Love you, Mommie
And when I hit the ground, not only does it break alot of bones, and hurt like a sunuvabitch...but it also hurts emotionally...because there I was, so happy and free...and then here I am, bleeding half to death, and not even understanding what it was that shot me down in the first place.
So-instead of getting shot down..I'm staying down here on the ground without my wings to lift me up again...I'm turning around, and I'm fighting my attackers, and I'm fighting hard. I am dealing with a huge heart-shattering problem in a very swift and aggressive manner, and it's already more than half-way solved. I'll be ok Mom...and when I've built up my defenses, and offenses, and battle stradegies, I'll have my wings again...but for now, I'm ok where I am..cus I still have my fighting spirit, thats something I wont lose, even if I lose the ability to fly...
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Having said all that in one breathe...................Love you, Mommie
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