What to do?
Hmm...
Lately I have been having second thoughts about pursuing anything with him. Maybe it really means that I am tired of dating. Or maybe he's a bit too shy towards me. Maybe I'm initimadating? I could understand a little if that were true because he really hasn't dated anyone. A friend told me that he couldn't see me with someone who's quiet and shy.
I don't know.
But I do know that I still want to be single. Right now, I'm not longing for another "half." I've been single since February and today's the first day of May. People would think I'd be moving on with someone else by now, but this time, I'm not.
I've already talked to a few people about this, and everybody told me to talk to him about it now because later, it might hurt him a little more than anticipated. Sad to say, but I'm such a heartbreaker.
My mom said that I change my mind too much, that I can't commit to something.
My cousin said that every time that I'm single and want to be, the love bug comes and bites me hard.
My aunt said, "There's always Joe." She never lets that one go, I swear. LOL She knows that things are sooo over between Joe and I but she likes to think that we'll get back together. She can keep dreaming. =P
Or maybe Orson rubbed off a bit on me, where I can be like the wind and go wherever, and do whatever, whenever. Constantly on the go... Winds die, but they pick up again, and with it new pieces that make it different from what it was before.
This is what makes me an indecisive person. I admit that I do change my mind a lot, but I don't take action without thinking about it first.
Blah.. I don't know...