Aug 29, 2003 13:26
it's 1:26 and i've been awake for barely an hour.
i woke up around 9:30ish i think when kristi texted me and i know i responded but i doubt that i was very coherent.
then i woke up again at like 12:20 when jon called.
yesterday jon called at one point and said that he needed to get out of the city and that he was getting on a train to rosemere so i said "uhhh ok......"
i then proceeded to call angela and ask if we could go chill there because even though i enjoy hanging out with jon, we often run out of things to talk about when it's just the 2 of us, so we went to ange's and watched some movies, then he ended up crashing there cuz he didn't want to let me drive him to verdun at like 1:45am. i was supposed to be home by 1, but i called the parents at 12:35 and told them i wouldn't be there. whoops. it's a good thing i'm leaving in 2 days.
the stress in my life is just piling up too high right now.
as soon as we get into toronto, we're going straight to visit brian, which i know is going to be tough. nana's coming with us now and i know that no matter how strong she tries to be, it's going to show. she's going to outlive her 2nd oldest son. i can't imagine what's going on in her head.
ok, time to think of happier things.