we're going to figure out a new way

[grrlbomb]

i've discovered a new trick for enabling concentration to applied thoroughly to essay writing (and studying too... but that will be next week). its called ear plugs. i just feel ridiculous sitting in front of the computer and books unable to hear any thing other than my own breathing, and wasting time clicking "refresh" on the weather network, email inbox, and "random article" on wikipedia.
oh the joys of being a student. fucking privilege to perfect the art of procrastination, no?
and to the women out there, fiona apple = amazing for heartache of any sort. she articulates the hurt and the ability to stand back up like no one else. ya huh.