ugh
so leave it up to ashley to get to her first class 40mins early. i am sitting outside my classroom right now typing on this really cool/awkward computer and the keyboard is all steele and impossible totype on. so excuse the lack of space marks here.
i'm pissed.
i'm pissed that i have to be in tis 8 am class my senior yr. i'm pissed about my damn role in cabaret. i'm pissed at people who sell out all the time. which are alot of people. and mostly, i'm pissed thamy senior yr of college...the best 4 yrsof my life thus far...isn't going as great as i was hoping and thought it would be.
i just wish somethings were different. that i could go back intime and prevent thngs from occuringthe way they did. nthing big or toohorrible. just certain things that would make me a happier person. one of the reasons i decied to have a meeting with my advisor today. to see what i coud have done to prvent me from feeling this way.
i strangely feel a bit better. writing all tht bitching down and letting it out of my system. time for class.
i'm pissed.
i'm pissed that i have to be in tis 8 am class my senior yr. i'm pissed about my damn role in cabaret. i'm pissed at people who sell out all the time. which are alot of people. and mostly, i'm pissed thamy senior yr of college...the best 4 yrsof my life thus far...isn't going as great as i was hoping and thought it would be.
i just wish somethings were different. that i could go back intime and prevent thngs from occuringthe way they did. nthing big or toohorrible. just certain things that would make me a happier person. one of the reasons i decied to have a meeting with my advisor today. to see what i coud have done to prvent me from feeling this way.
i strangely feel a bit better. writing all tht bitching down and letting it out of my system. time for class.