I need to stop

Jan 06, 2010 23:06

Hoping the next thing around the corner is going to be so much better than the hole I'm in right now.  The only times I'm happy is when I'm imagining everything is going to be better.  I want to make a difference, to help... but I can't care.  I feel so strongly against almost everything and everyone.. almost, at least there's that.
Their patterns, persuasions, archetypes, copy and paste mother fuckers...  The generic prescription, following the same formula, it may as well be the same, why pay more? The generalizations, the emotions, so weak and frail.  People feeling so strongly about something they don't even understand... God, science, war, death, fuck it.. life.  Takes almost nothing to feel entitlement.

Strangely I have very little motivation to write on livejournal... which I'm not to happy about.  
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