concave

Dec 14, 2006 06:12

I'm meeting some pretty popular surgeon's today.
I feel like I'm going to puke until I bleed from every hole in my body, and that's the truth.

Apparently, at the last hospital, I was too enthusiastic...Ha...Fuck that.
Today, I was basically, in so many words, told to forget who I really am and shut the hell up until I get hired...I wasn't correcting, or even bothering anyone last week, but I was just too upbeat for a hospital setting, smiling too much, maybe...I forget that I'm supposed to act dreary and depressed like everyone else in the hospital sometimes.

I want to say something right now, but it would rub you the wrong way for sure...

Well, anyway...I feel really girly this morning, but I have to slick my hair back and I always feel quite manly when I do this....Oh, well. I'm sporting a really snazzy purse this morning, it's my sisters, and it's actually making me feel fancy.

Shit, BYE!
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