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here I am again. I am going to attempt posting again cuz before my aol screwed up and signed me off....maybe it happened for a reason cuz i think there were some things that i would have been upset if i posted. so thanks AOL...the world works in mysterious ways...
its been a while since i posted. at this present moment, i am probably (hopefully) in a better mood than my last post. These past few days i have been buying, thinking, planning, and seeing people...there are lots of people that i want to see before I go. Some people are responding and some people are not. Maybe everyone is handling this going to college business differently. I want to spend it with the people that matter the most to me, cuz i just think thats smart, but i dont know if everyone is running away from the ppl that mean the most to them (for some reason that i cant understnad), in hope that they wont really go away-or they are being smart... I know that I leave on friday--thats in 3 days..THREE DAYS!!! woah mama!
Anyway, My last Shabbat: Shabbat at home was very enjoyable, because it was all the 17 normal ppl who are there plus other ppl--but i had a nice time!! Saturday at temple, I wish that the Pearlsons and Schwartzbaums were there- so we could have a "full" shabbat, but they werent--it was exactly how it will be when and if i go home for shabbat---me being the oldest and no Jonathan Alison Jacqueline around me...I wasnt ready for that this week-- the day at the pearlsons wasnt exactly what i wanted from my last shabbat but it was nice still...my memories from my shabbats there are some of my favorites--and i hope i can remember all of them for my whole life (cuz we have no pictures of them..hehe)---for some reason when I left there, I was so mad--like genuinely upset--
me ana lauren deanna went to dinner which we have been trying to do all summer--just the 4 of us.....and then we saw garden state...which was amazing---beautiful movie! i went to bissaleh with jonathan andrew dora and gaby..and it brought back nice memories from my high school---then naturally we beached it. i had a nice time at the beach--its so chill there-and just natural, which was really beautiful--i went to dennys with HA ppl then drove around for a little before i ended up at David Yarus house with Ana and Brian. we just hung out and helped david pack as he was leaving for college the next day!...i was almost peer pressured into doing badd things!....and after they did their bad thing--i saw them and realized how dumb they were--and was very content with my decision...but anyway we had a great time--it was just like last summer when we chilled EVERY DAY...no joke or exceptions...hehe---my parents stayed out at a hotel with their friends so i was "allowed" to stay out. it ended up being about 5:30 when we were gonna go home--cuz david had to go to the airport...so we decided to go to breakfast---it was awesome...there were places open in south beach for breakfast---particularly cuban coffee LoL...i literally got into bed at 6:48 am---it was a great last weekend here! hehe---since then i have just been hangin out---cant really remember what i have been doing--shopping etc---but i spent time with deanna which i needed---and i got a computer! yayyyyy for me im sooo happy with it!....
2 sad things happened today---one: my dad leaves to NY tomoro and we overlap,i leave when he coems back--so hes not seeing me till i come to visit---and today he came up next to me with his guitar and started playing all the songs he knows i love and then he played the song he wrote for me--nearly made my cry!....two:i said bye to Brian (from hebrew academy) tonight. he is going to israel for a year!---we have been good friends for a really good time. especially last summer---we were always together---so it was really sad to say bye...but hes just gonna have such a good time in Israel--i want to go so badly for a year!....so that was sad for me...i hope i can keep in touch with him---
well, im sorry that u had to read through all of that---thanks for listening...hehe
its been a while since i posted. at this present moment, i am probably (hopefully) in a better mood than my last post. These past few days i have been buying, thinking, planning, and seeing people...there are lots of people that i want to see before I go. Some people are responding and some people are not. Maybe everyone is handling this going to college business differently. I want to spend it with the people that matter the most to me, cuz i just think thats smart, but i dont know if everyone is running away from the ppl that mean the most to them (for some reason that i cant understnad), in hope that they wont really go away-or they are being smart... I know that I leave on friday--thats in 3 days..THREE DAYS!!! woah mama!
Anyway, My last Shabbat: Shabbat at home was very enjoyable, because it was all the 17 normal ppl who are there plus other ppl--but i had a nice time!! Saturday at temple, I wish that the Pearlsons and Schwartzbaums were there- so we could have a "full" shabbat, but they werent--it was exactly how it will be when and if i go home for shabbat---me being the oldest and no Jonathan Alison Jacqueline around me...I wasnt ready for that this week-- the day at the pearlsons wasnt exactly what i wanted from my last shabbat but it was nice still...my memories from my shabbats there are some of my favorites--and i hope i can remember all of them for my whole life (cuz we have no pictures of them..hehe)---for some reason when I left there, I was so mad--like genuinely upset--
me ana lauren deanna went to dinner which we have been trying to do all summer--just the 4 of us.....and then we saw garden state...which was amazing---beautiful movie! i went to bissaleh with jonathan andrew dora and gaby..and it brought back nice memories from my high school---then naturally we beached it. i had a nice time at the beach--its so chill there-and just natural, which was really beautiful--i went to dennys with HA ppl then drove around for a little before i ended up at David Yarus house with Ana and Brian. we just hung out and helped david pack as he was leaving for college the next day!...i was almost peer pressured into doing badd things!....and after they did their bad thing--i saw them and realized how dumb they were--and was very content with my decision...but anyway we had a great time--it was just like last summer when we chilled EVERY DAY...no joke or exceptions...hehe---my parents stayed out at a hotel with their friends so i was "allowed" to stay out. it ended up being about 5:30 when we were gonna go home--cuz david had to go to the airport...so we decided to go to breakfast---it was awesome...there were places open in south beach for breakfast---particularly cuban coffee LoL...i literally got into bed at 6:48 am---it was a great last weekend here! hehe---since then i have just been hangin out---cant really remember what i have been doing--shopping etc---but i spent time with deanna which i needed---and i got a computer! yayyyyy for me im sooo happy with it!....
2 sad things happened today---one: my dad leaves to NY tomoro and we overlap,i leave when he coems back--so hes not seeing me till i come to visit---and today he came up next to me with his guitar and started playing all the songs he knows i love and then he played the song he wrote for me--nearly made my cry!....two:i said bye to Brian (from hebrew academy) tonight. he is going to israel for a year!---we have been good friends for a really good time. especially last summer---we were always together---so it was really sad to say bye...but hes just gonna have such a good time in Israel--i want to go so badly for a year!....so that was sad for me...i hope i can keep in touch with him---
well, im sorry that u had to read through all of that---thanks for listening...hehe