boo--
ok--there were so many things that happened tonight. im pobably overnalyzing part of it--but...lets just say i hope i am cuz it doesnt make me feel so good--if my analyzations are correct--which i probably am, unfortunately--!
whatever---we just hung out until like 1 in the morning. it was allies b-day today. alison made her a little mexican dinner party- (and i just wasnt as comfy as i usually am with them--felt a little wierd at times.--wierds not the word but, u get the pic.) it was brian cammy dane jen devora lorie jonathan ilana marc adam pilch alison josh and me. Some ppl left early and we all hung out. just talking and doing what we always [used to :( ] do. it wasnt particularly anything special, no super cool memories that ppl r missin out on, but it was just a very nice chill experience in general. it was a little wierd sometimes--i felt a little left out sometimes (even though i know i shouldnt but i did..). tonight is the last time Allie is going to see the UF ppl until she comes back to visit from Israel. It was a little emotional-- then at the end when we all left at the same time, she left in the car--and i nearly started to cry (but didnt)...me and allie really connect in many ways. we just have many paralells and have become pretty close lately (specifically since the mearch)...so just some things that went on and some things that i knew she was thinking were making me sad. It makes me dread some of the things i am going to be doing in a week (from friday..ahhh)--i drove home very slowly...just listenng to my music and thinking (tonight it was the spiderman soundtrack...yayy for dasboard and especialy yellowcard on that album)...additionaly at the toll- the lady who gives change was sleeping--so i needed to wake her up. and the wierd part is that there was a person in front of me who also needed change and it was a little challenging to wake her. odd.
i was a little bit in the mood to do something with a little more flavor--but this was ok...
time to go to bed---lots of party planning running around stuff i NEED to do!....
whatever---we just hung out until like 1 in the morning. it was allies b-day today. alison made her a little mexican dinner party- (and i just wasnt as comfy as i usually am with them--felt a little wierd at times.--wierds not the word but, u get the pic.) it was brian cammy dane jen devora lorie jonathan ilana marc adam pilch alison josh and me. Some ppl left early and we all hung out. just talking and doing what we always [used to :( ] do. it wasnt particularly anything special, no super cool memories that ppl r missin out on, but it was just a very nice chill experience in general. it was a little wierd sometimes--i felt a little left out sometimes (even though i know i shouldnt but i did..). tonight is the last time Allie is going to see the UF ppl until she comes back to visit from Israel. It was a little emotional-- then at the end when we all left at the same time, she left in the car--and i nearly started to cry (but didnt)...me and allie really connect in many ways. we just have many paralells and have become pretty close lately (specifically since the mearch)...so just some things that went on and some things that i knew she was thinking were making me sad. It makes me dread some of the things i am going to be doing in a week (from friday..ahhh)--i drove home very slowly...just listenng to my music and thinking (tonight it was the spiderman soundtrack...yayy for dasboard and especialy yellowcard on that album)...additionaly at the toll- the lady who gives change was sleeping--so i needed to wake her up. and the wierd part is that there was a person in front of me who also needed change and it was a little challenging to wake her. odd.
i was a little bit in the mood to do something with a little more flavor--but this was ok...
time to go to bed---lots of party planning running around stuff i NEED to do!....