Worry
I have been really, really grouchy lately and I just figured out why.
Other than getting the boys registered at a new school (which is what I thought was stressing me) it goes deeper than that.
I'm freaking because my boys are growing into young men at what seems to be too-fast-for-mom-speed. They both have girlfriends (young women not girls) and one is driving. They are both going to a new school next year and I am scared for them. I want them to make good choices and pick good friends. I hope they are popular. I hope no one hurts them or starts a fight with them. I hope they have fun. I hope they do well in their studies. I hope they like their teachers. I hope their teachers see how wonderful they are.
Fuck. I feel like SUCH an idiot for rambling but I had to get this out. I haven't told anyone else how I am feeling.
Ok, I just busted out laughing....Adam just said "Can I ask you a question?" I said "Sure." (I was very serious cause he sounded very serious...) He said "How in the world am I so sexy? I can't stop looking at myself."
And I guess that's Goddess answering my worries.
They'll be fine, won't they?
Other than getting the boys registered at a new school (which is what I thought was stressing me) it goes deeper than that.
I'm freaking because my boys are growing into young men at what seems to be too-fast-for-mom-speed. They both have girlfriends (young women not girls) and one is driving. They are both going to a new school next year and I am scared for them. I want them to make good choices and pick good friends. I hope they are popular. I hope no one hurts them or starts a fight with them. I hope they have fun. I hope they do well in their studies. I hope they like their teachers. I hope their teachers see how wonderful they are.
Fuck. I feel like SUCH an idiot for rambling but I had to get this out. I haven't told anyone else how I am feeling.
Ok, I just busted out laughing....Adam just said "Can I ask you a question?" I said "Sure." (I was very serious cause he sounded very serious...) He said "How in the world am I so sexy? I can't stop looking at myself."
And I guess that's Goddess answering my worries.
They'll be fine, won't they?