It gets worse; apparently.
So I decided to help me calm down I would check on my contact information for those people that are my references so I can start applying for next years jobs. It turns out the one I need the most no longer works at my old University. I'm so confused as to what to do because I need her reference in order to apply to any school districts that I haven't applied to before since I don't have 3 years teaching experience yet. I left a message with an administrator for the education department, but I honestly don't know if anything can be done. I keep feeling like I'm cut off every turn I go; I just want to cry.