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You know, there's something so comforting about being home. Even more so, since Dylan's here with me. Is it strange that we met less than a year ago and now we're this close? It certainly doesn't feel that way. Sometimes I wonder how I came to rely on him so much, but there are just some things that have no explaination. Anyway, I obviously don't mind his company.
As for our baby, it seems to be growing and healthy. And I'm happy. I am. So very happy. But at the same time it's just...I'm exhausted a majority of the time. I'm always hungry. And once I start eating it's so hard to stop. I feel like such a horrible pig, especially considering how big I'm getting. I'm sure I'm just being ridiculous, but I can't help it. I just feel so...I don't know. I just need to stop looking in the mirror or something.
It's strange, having time off and nothing to do with it. For the past thirty years, I've always had a job, or school or something to keep me busy. Not to mention, I'm really not sure what my next job will be, or if I'll have one at all. I can't imagine not working, but I'd have to find a job that would give me time for my baby as well.
Anyway, I'm sure I've said it before, but I will miss all you students next year. I wish you all luck in everything you do. Feel free to write me, if you'd like. I'd love to hear from you all.
As for our baby, it seems to be growing and healthy. And I'm happy. I am. So very happy. But at the same time it's just...I'm exhausted a majority of the time. I'm always hungry. And once I start eating it's so hard to stop. I feel like such a horrible pig, especially considering how big I'm getting. I'm sure I'm just being ridiculous, but I can't help it. I just feel so...I don't know. I just need to stop looking in the mirror or something.
It's strange, having time off and nothing to do with it. For the past thirty years, I've always had a job, or school or something to keep me busy. Not to mention, I'm really not sure what my next job will be, or if I'll have one at all. I can't imagine not working, but I'd have to find a job that would give me time for my baby as well.
Anyway, I'm sure I've said it before, but I will miss all you students next year. I wish you all luck in everything you do. Feel free to write me, if you'd like. I'd love to hear from you all.