May 30, 2005 11:46
well honestly nothing has rly happened...regarding anything
and i guess in general it's too complicated for me to tell *him* how i feel becus there was a reason why i waited so long...and there's a reason why i havent put myself in this position for such a long time...and idk...i guess u just gotta know details to fully understand what im trying to say
but anyway i spent the weekend at my aunts...that was fun...and this hot gay guy works at my dads store now...very dissapointing when i found out about his boyfriend
last night i went out to dinner with Meg at like 930...everyone was wicked cool and went to the Sky Show but i promised Meg since she had to work i wasnt gonna ditch her...hmm couldnt say the same for others tho...it was fun ...then we just drove around and talked a lot...it's a good time to like vent about anything
today we're going out again...i think we're gonna meet up with Andy some place...i'm guessing the skatepark...we'll see
elections are tomorrow during D Block...at first i didnt care...i did it for fun just to piss Tim off...but now it's driving me crazy and i guess i rly wanna win ...hmmm
Arya turns 20 on saturday...thats fucked up...i still cant picture my brother having his own life and all that...even tho he has since he was 18...but even though it doesnt seem like it...when ur brother turns 20 it's kinda ...big?...idk...but he's having a party on the 11th at mi casa...that should also be a very good time
my dad comes home on the 7th...i guess i miss him after like a month and a half of not seeing him...but me and my mom get along sooo much better when he's not around as mean as that sounds...idk...hopefully he changed a little
anyway i gotta go get rdy and all that...that was my wicked interesting update lol...
love you all xoxox