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I was just getting all butthurt about how when I really put forth the effort to try and hang out with people, they either can't or just dont answer their phone. But then I called Amber Moon and tonight we'll hang out and watch SYTYCD and play Mario Kart and it will be awesome.
Time is going by too fast. It's rushing forward at a frightening pace towards... everything. The end of this month is going to be crazy busy with the dance show, Krista's birthday party, my grandma's move, and me hopping on a bus to Michigan. But before all that happens there is still tech week (and all that that entails.). Just this last week I decided to be in two more pieces for the show (total 5); one fun little cameo part in Kalani's hip hop, and a faculty number that was a complete surprise, but which sounds really fun.
I was here at the studio last night learning the hip hop part, and laughing with one of the other teachers, Bry, and it hit me all at once that I wouldnt see them practically everyday the way I do now. I try not to think like that, since it takes you out of the moment you're supposed to be enjoying, but... It just make me wish fiercely for a 'Pause' button. And that's the line of the thought i've been following today. I feel like it's cynical of me to assume that I wont meet people as awesome up north, but at the same time there is obviously only one Bry and Cynthia and Lindsey and Eloise and Kyle and i'll stop before I list every single person I know because they're all amazing.
Anyway, chalk this up to pre-moving nerves, but what will I do without all of them? Especially since i'm just now getting to know them all better after wanting to for years.
I was cleaning out my grandma's apartment today. I went through a lot of jewelry and little knick-knacks and such thaty i've collected. It's crazy putting all my stuff into boxes; makes me realize how much crap I have. So i'm trying to be merciless and get rid of a lot of it, but some stuff has such sentimental value that I can't. Even after getting rid of at least half the stuff over there that is mine, there's still more than i'm comfortable with. Especially since I can't fortell when i'll have a place to put it all. For more than one reason, there's no guarantee how long it'll take to find a place to stay when I move, be it a room to rent or my own apartment.
If Tim doesnt pay me before I leave I dont know how i'll be able to pay any rent, let alone rent for the apartment I want SO BADLY. I know it's really kind of extravagant of me, but I can't help it. I've never had a bedroom or any privacy to speak of. I want someplace I can decorate and it will smell the way I want it to, and I wont have to worry about bothering someone else when I have people over for whatever reason, and I wont have to keep it down when I have a boy over for the night, if you know what I mean. Just... my own space. Hopefully it will all work out. I may have to wait a bit.
Off to do attendance before I go pick A. Moon up. I didnt bother to proof-read or spell-check, so forgive me.
Time is going by too fast. It's rushing forward at a frightening pace towards... everything. The end of this month is going to be crazy busy with the dance show, Krista's birthday party, my grandma's move, and me hopping on a bus to Michigan. But before all that happens there is still tech week (and all that that entails.). Just this last week I decided to be in two more pieces for the show (total 5); one fun little cameo part in Kalani's hip hop, and a faculty number that was a complete surprise, but which sounds really fun.
I was here at the studio last night learning the hip hop part, and laughing with one of the other teachers, Bry, and it hit me all at once that I wouldnt see them practically everyday the way I do now. I try not to think like that, since it takes you out of the moment you're supposed to be enjoying, but... It just make me wish fiercely for a 'Pause' button. And that's the line of the thought i've been following today. I feel like it's cynical of me to assume that I wont meet people as awesome up north, but at the same time there is obviously only one Bry and Cynthia and Lindsey and Eloise and Kyle and i'll stop before I list every single person I know because they're all amazing.
Anyway, chalk this up to pre-moving nerves, but what will I do without all of them? Especially since i'm just now getting to know them all better after wanting to for years.
I was cleaning out my grandma's apartment today. I went through a lot of jewelry and little knick-knacks and such thaty i've collected. It's crazy putting all my stuff into boxes; makes me realize how much crap I have. So i'm trying to be merciless and get rid of a lot of it, but some stuff has such sentimental value that I can't. Even after getting rid of at least half the stuff over there that is mine, there's still more than i'm comfortable with. Especially since I can't fortell when i'll have a place to put it all. For more than one reason, there's no guarantee how long it'll take to find a place to stay when I move, be it a room to rent or my own apartment.
If Tim doesnt pay me before I leave I dont know how i'll be able to pay any rent, let alone rent for the apartment I want SO BADLY. I know it's really kind of extravagant of me, but I can't help it. I've never had a bedroom or any privacy to speak of. I want someplace I can decorate and it will smell the way I want it to, and I wont have to worry about bothering someone else when I have people over for whatever reason, and I wont have to keep it down when I have a boy over for the night, if you know what I mean. Just... my own space. Hopefully it will all work out. I may have to wait a bit.
Off to do attendance before I go pick A. Moon up. I didnt bother to proof-read or spell-check, so forgive me.